I decided to go to school in a state up North which was very far away from my childhood home.
I was ready for a sizable change after my sibling passed away, but life simply didn’t think the same.
I enjoyed the strange environment when I went to school plus swiftly adapted to the pace of my school schedule. I sort of felt prefer life halted when the housing department announced they were installing new heating units in the dorm rooms. It was beginning to snow plus the heating installations were going to take roughly two afternoons to be done. They didn’t make any arrangements for us to have anywhere to go while they were installing the new heaters, so I ended up staying with a new buddy that lived on the opposite side of campus. Her dorm room had an amazing gas furnace plus it felt absolutely cozy. I was so mesmerized by the change of scenery plus gas furnace that I truthfully felt prefer I was in a trance for two afternoons. By the time I returned to my dorm room plus the new gas furnace they installed, nothing absolutely felt the same. I felt prefer everything was stale, plus the new gas furnace didn’t even work that well. I stood in the middle of my dorm staring at this gas furnace to figure out how I was feeling. I realized that my friend’s room absolutely reminded me of my sibling, plus found myself in a deep sorrow mourning over her loss. There’s a chance that I didn’t process her death plus I could have, so I know grief was knocking on the door in a mysterious way.