There is a little voice inside of me that tells me what to do plus what not to do plus I am sleepy of it bossing me around.
I guess it is the voice of fear plus it has been keeping me from doing things that I later regretted not doing. Like talking to this pretty man who works near our flat. I suppose that if I let it pass me by it will haunt me down the road because he is constantly being nice to me plus saying hi even though I just keep on passing by because of fear. My HVAC tech acquaintance told me to just go up plus talk to his so I am going to do just that. I guess it is startling because of his beauty, but if I keep letting that stop me I will end up alone plus bitter. I meet a lot of people at the HVAC company where I work but nobody interests me prefer the man by our flat. They all just kind of fall into the same nothingness except for her. Maybe a single morning she’ll stroll into the HVAC company for a HEPA filter or something, but if I wait till then I could be 73 years oldâ€¦ Life is constantly giving me chances plus several times I let them pass because of that little voice of fear. I will challenge that fear this time with action. I also need to take action with our mini cut cooling system because it is not running well anymore plus needs to be inspected.